Freedom of thought

This is my playground. A space where I can imagine, create and inspire. Those who wish to gain new perspectives on the world that surrounds us, feel welcome. I solemnly believe that those of us who have had the courage and the opportunities to dive deep into the vast ocean of consciousness, should bring what they discovered back to the surface to share it with those who wish to learn how to dive. Have a look and TRY not to get LOST in the beauty of life, once you have learned to see it.

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Something Useful

“Discovering your own path, may be one of the hardest things in the world. As you continue to walk, you will begin to realise, that nobody else can do it for you. One day, you will look back at your life and you will be able to see, that the path did not change, YOU DID! ”

— Christopher Reusch in "Being in love"

Something True

“The beauty about language is, that you can say everything and nothing, depending on the person that listens or reads what was captured. ”

— Christopher Reusch

BIG NEWS! Some knowledge is on the loose...

I have some exciting news to broadcast...

I published my first English book! The Book of Fear. If you are interested in having a look at the first 20 or so pages, click one of the following links:

Here they are, my children. These are the words, the stories and the drawings that I have given birth to. I could say that I am the proud father of two very beautiful and helpful children. These books, the English and the German version, were designed and captured, to help you on your spiritual journey. It is their purpose to teach you something about fear. They are the result of a whole year of pondering and reflecting on the question "What is fear?"

If you feel like this is something to dive into, feel free to click on one of the images (or both) below and you will be directed to the store...

Seeing them now, displayed on my website, gives me a certain sense of pride and accomplishment. Many moons have I spent in isolation and deep thought and reflection, to gather insights and understanding on the topic of fear. One could, and I can most certainly, say that I was obsessed with understanding fear.
Understanding fear is not the end however. My goal was to summarise my findings and teach them to others, in a easy to understand way.

See for yourself...!

In case you would like to hear me read the introduction to you, click on the image below and you will be directed to the appropriate YouTube Video on my channel!

Without further ado,
I shall leave you to yourself
and wish you a good time,
exploring my stuff :)


October 18, 2021 - Blog


Here I sit in my bed, typing away. It is 1:33 in the morning and I cannot sleep. I am not even sure if it is, that I cannot sleep, but more that I do not want to sleep. These past couple of weeks feel...

October 18, 2021 - Stories

The Story of the Old Man

Once upon a time there was a man. An old man. Not as you imagine an old man, frail and rickety. The man in question was not a victim of the local orthodox medicine and therefore, wasn't 'treated' most...

October 7, 2021 - Poetry


I feel it, deep in my heart. The noose is being tightened. Good thing, I have learned to preserve my breath. Good thing, that I remember how to trust, when the fear gets too much for me to handle. God catches...

October 3, 2021 - Poetry

Pandemically speaking

Recently I feel like everything is getting worse. I have no idea what the future will bring, but I know one thing: I will not remain silent. What is happening worldwide is a scam, laid out by governments...

October 2, 2021 - Medicine

Godly substances?

Hi! I would like to announce, that between November 18, 2021 and January 06, 2022, I will be broadcasting my newest series "Godly Substances?". This series marks the beginning of Season 4 of my podcast...

October 1, 2021 - Poetry

Favours to ask:

Often I feel unable to say "No." when somebody asks me a favour. Quite recently I have a lot of stuff on my mind. I have things to do, even though I am at home. I have no time to do anyone any favours...

September 30, 2021 - Poetry

Responsive Responsibility

Responsibility can be like a conversation with yourself. There is nobody to answer to, than yourself. You are in charge and you are responsible for your own life. Start asking questions and you might...

September 28, 2021 - Poetry

By myself, rather than alone.

Recently I was faced a lot with myself. I spend quite some time alone and I am still learning to deal with it. It is not always easy to walk your own path and to learn not to be dependent on others. Letting...

September 27, 2021 - Blog

Being in love

Hello you! Yes, you! I mean you. Are you reading these lines? The last few weeks were quite interesting. I did this and I did that, but most of all I tried to figure out what I wanted to do. Each day I...

September 27, 2021 - Poetry

As I was waiting...

Sometimes I have the feeling I am waiting for something. Waiting for a call. Waiting for something to happen. Often I wonder whether I have a reason to wait or if I simply hope, that someone...

August 19, 2021 - Stories

Disciplined beyond belief

One day I would be an old man, filled with joy. All the things I had lived through would amount to one hell of an experience. How did I know that? I just did. Looking back now, I realise that everything...

August 10, 2021 - Stories

Fearful Planet - The Story to the podcast series

Hi. My name is Dave and I would like to tell you something about my life. I am not quite sure where to start, but as any good story it should probably start at a very important point of my...

August 9, 2021 - Poetry

He said he was sad

Today I walked through the park, leaves rustling, wind blowing and raindrops falling. These are the words that came out of me. They were inspired by something that I realised. Do not tell people what...

August 9, 2021 - Poetry

A child longing

Hello you. Yes I am talking to you. Sorry to disturb you while being busy with your phone. I thought this might be of interest to you. Stop wasting your life in that virtual world and start living...

March 30, 2021 - Poetry

Rooftop poetry

I remember one morning last year very vividly. I was sitting on top of a roof and simply observed what was happening below and around me. This is what I captured....

March 30, 2021 - Poetry

The bubble is growing

Some lessons are learned by leaving everything behind. Sometimes we need to jump in order to find new ground. This poem speaks of change and the courage to look for a world beyond the one we already know. Do you...

March 30, 2021 - Poetry

The Woman

Many moons ago I was slack-lining in the park. While I was busy with preparations a woman sat down on a bench. I started a conversation with her and for the first time in my life I understood what it means...

March 30, 2021 - Poetry

The healing itch

I would like to share a poem with you which I wrote on behalf of mother nature. Often we consider animals as disgusting or cruel, because we believe that they wish to harm us or make us sick. I myself do not see...

March 29, 2021 - Blog

The science of being left

Good morning dear reader. It is not my intention to hurt or cause suffering with these words. When you are ready to read these lines, you may be ready to address something inside of yourself. I strongly believe...

March 27, 2021 - Blog

Scientific obscurity

Do not be deceived. This article might not be what you will expect, but the message is worth reading into...

March 24, 2021 - Poetry

Letter to a loved one

Every choice and every decision was one step closer to you.
Every single time my heart was broken, it could grow a little bit.
So that in the end, I would not...

March 21, 2021 - Blog


This very moment belongs to you. Use it well. Use it to learn and to grow. Let me take you on another journey into realms of experience and perspective, of beauty and novelty. I have learned much in...

March 21, 2021 - Poetry

Healthy ignorance

What do most people, including me, have in common? When there is a problem, we do everything we can to ignore it. Even when our dear ones - or perfect strangers - point their fingers on something, we tell...

March 18, 2021 - Stories

The child that forgot about heaven

Have you ever wondered where children come from? No? Well, I did and I would like to tell you a story. A story so beautiful and sad, that you might cry. Or laugh. Or smile. A story which is perhaps...

March 16, 2021 - Stories

The SUBway

A work of fiction, created with my mind. Words flowing freely typed with those fingers of mine. I am thankful for the chance to be creative. I am grateful for the courage to show myself to...

March 16, 2021 - Poetry


A poem inspired by my current situation. I realised something which I needed to put into words. For so long have I looked for love and acceptance in others. I wanted to be understood. I wanted...

March 15, 2021 - Blog


There is one class of animals out there which for some reason I really enjoy. I cannot tell you exactly why, but I simply love reptiles. They are often named as stupid animals, that only work on reflex...

March 10, 2021 - Blog

Captured memories

To introduce this Blog I would first like to talk about memories. What are memories? Are they something that simply happened and is now over? Something from days past, soon to be forgotten? One thing I realised...

March 08, 2021 - Stories

The entanglement of human relations

Once upon a time there was a woman. A woman unlike any other that has ever lived. She lived her life in happiness, when she was happy. When she was sad, she was happy to live her life in sadness. Both seemed...


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